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I Just Thought You Should Know I Still Care

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Ends are painful, irrespective of why they happened. Maybe it was meant to be or maybe you didn’t want it anymore. There is no one really to blame.

When you came back to be with me, I knew I couldn’t be with you anymore because it was not the right time, and then it was too late. Even though I already said my goodbyes, I just thought you should know I still care.

You may think that I have moved on and continued on with my life, but you are often in my thoughts as I wonder if you are happy. I just cannot call you because I don’t have that right anymore.

I wish you treated me better when you could have, because all I ever wanted was your love.

I often want to say, “Let’s go back to where we started and get a do-over.” If only it were possible-I would do so many things differently.

“What if” is the worst thing anyone can ever say to try to move forward because it means they don’t want to.

There is always pain in the heart, and often hurtful words conceal the true emotions. Looking back, I know neither one of us meant any of those mean words, but we were hurt, and we wanted to protect our ego, so we said whatever we did.

It would have been so much smarter to be more honest, but we wanted to prove a point. That was…

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Anjana Rajbhandary| Insta: @AnjyRajy
Anjana Rajbhandary| Insta: @AnjyRajy

Written by Anjana Rajbhandary| Insta: @AnjyRajy

*Chopra Center-Certified Ayurvedic Lifestyle Teacher *Beauty & Health Writer

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